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[22 May 2005|01:53am] |
new LJ worstdayever__ add it.
ps guys are lame.
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[03 Apr 2005|07:02pm] |
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Im just gonna convince myself you have like 8 girls, So I don't get hurt in the long run.
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[31 Mar 2005|08:54am] |
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Theres way to many fucking people on this planet, and they all piss me off....well maybe not all BUT MOST OF THEM. people say I have an anger problem, more like a people problem I cant stand most people.
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| I shouldnt let it get to me |
[30 Jan 2005|02:41am] |
But it kinda does, It does hurt when people you think are friends talk shit about you and "hate you". but I guess they werent friends to begin with, they all used me for something, weather it was a plce to sleep at night, a place to eat.. or for my money. its hard to know whos my realy friends. sometimes i cry myself to sleep because i dont understand all of this. eh.. im over it, but for now im gonna hang out at hoem and at friends houses. and the shows.. It hasta be AMAZING if i go cause i dont want to see these people ever again.
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| eugene |
[01 Dec 2004|10:58pm] |
I really want to vist you cool kids again.. but i dont think christie will let me crash at her pad again... so i need a place to crash.... Oh yeah i need to get ahold of christie, i owe her some $ and i have it so um yeah...
who wants to let me crash at there pad for like a week or something?
i dont bite
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[12 Nov 2004|02:28am] |
(02:20:11) xxgunsxglamourxx: nightnight keep your butthole tight (02:20:19) xTHExFALLxCHILDx: haha (02:20:28) xxgunsxglamourxx: hhahaha im the coolest kid in town... im on my own team (02:20:34) xTHExFALLxCHILDx: lol (02:20:44) xTHExFALLxCHILDx: well my team can beat up your team (02:21:15) xxgunsxglamourxx: im sure mines full of wite treash rejects crack heads and a flock of weelchaired people (02:21:24) xxgunsxglamourxx: with nerf bats (02:21:40) xTHExFALLxCHILDx: the wheelchaired people can run people over (02:22:06) xxgunsxglamourxx: your right (02:22:13) xxgunsxglamourxx: but they can be pushed over (02:22:22) xTHExFALLxCHILDx: good point (02:22:25) xTHExFALLxCHILDx: and kicked in the face (02:22:30) xTHExFALLxCHILDx: i want down syndrome (02:22:36) xxgunsxglamourxx: but they wear helmets (02:23:11) xTHExFALLxCHILDx: i want a helmet
brandon is a douche
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[11 Nov 2004|03:33am] |
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a thousand tears once shed, wile lying here in this bed.
It started with a kiss and ended with a tear.
I should of looked closer into those pretty green eyes cause then I would have seen those heart felt lies. Tear soaked dreams filled my head the night you died.
I shouldn't look back I shouldn't cry.
You told me you cared and that you wouldnt hurt my heart. Was that one of your lies?
I shouldn't let you get to me. I am afraid to love again.
Yeah I wrote this... so comment, give me feedback
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[04 Oct 2004|11:41pm] |
well i get get to keep my apartment but i need to pay my rent yeah im out of fuckign cash i cant pay my rent people need to give me the money they owe me or i might hafta prostatute my self to get my rent money the suck HUH?
or does anyone wanna lend me 55 dollars until people pay me back?
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[29 Sep 2004|03:57pm] |
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so i leave my apartment in the hands of my roomate... i tell him to have NO partys NO people over....inless i know them
i get a fuckign call this morning of my aunt freaking out cuz the cops brought my cat to her, and then she gets a call from the fuckign management of my apartment complex stating that i've been evected. now i have to leave my fuckign fun and games to go deal with shit i really dont want to. hopefully i get my apartment back otherwise im screwed.
thank you Christopher. thanks for fucking me over.
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| my new favorite song |
[26 Sep 2004|03:35pm] |
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maria mena - you're the only one |
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You're The Only One -Maria Mena
Well I saw you with your hands above your head Spinning around, trying not to look down But you did, and you fell, hard on the ground Then you stumbled around for a good ten minutes And I said I'd never seen anyone look so dumb before And you laughed and said I still know how to turn you on though
You're the only one who Drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams You're the only one who Knows exactly what I mean
And I probably forgot to tell you this Like that time I forgot to tell you about the scar Remember how uncomfortable that made you feel? See you're not what I expected But you're the only one who knows how to handle me And you're such a great kisser and I know that you agree
You're the only one who Drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams You're the only one who Knows exactly what I mean
I hope you can forgive me for that time When I put my hand between your legs And said it was small Cuz its really not at all I guess there's just a part of me that likes to bring you down Just to keep you around Cuz the day you realize how amazing you are You're gonna leave me
You're the only one who Holds my hair back when I'm drunk and get sick You're the only one who Knows exactly what I mean
You're the only one who Drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams You're the only one who Knows exactly what I mean
Exactly what I mean
Well I saw you with your hands above your head Spinning around, trying not to look down But you did, and you fell, hard on the ground
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[26 Sep 2004|02:49pm] |
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omg so i went to CLUBGROOVE last night and worked at the gate ( im cool and never pay for shit) anywho so theres soo many tralups there with they g-stings hanging out the top and vaginas hanign out the bottom HAHA they were funny.
so you had to gave a special pass to dance on stage...yeah i was up there with my newly found twin janelle, ariana, this funny ass mother fucker vince some chris guy HAHA shit vince and the half shirtless trying to dance with girls was hellla funny
so when i was on stage i thought it would be funny if i did my old dance rutine AND PEOPLE ACTUALLY thought it was cool wtf
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[24 Sep 2004|12:34am] |
people like to talk to computers..COMEDY!!
im so amused.
euegene has been pretty fun so far even though people say it sucks.
tacotime makes me happy.
uhhhh not much really happens
im a lameo
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| im a hopless romantic |
[06 Sep 2004|08:32am] |
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i tend to like the boys who like me only for sex or to get back at peole they like cuz they are pissed. why cant i fucking find some one i like. im a nice cute irl wtf ...any eho im pretty drunk and im gonna pass out on the floor and the next time you wanna stab some one in the fucking back think about it you might do some fucking damage......... and now im gonna leave you with one of my favorite qoutes
please stay away from me you've done far to much harm
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| shit damn |
[03 Sep 2004|02:43am] |
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to many partys to little fucking time. oh shit yesterday morning i was laughing at carlin scratching his neck going " i smoke rock" then he calls mc donnalds and asks for a mc crack burger COMEDY
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[21 Jul 2004|12:03pm] |
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i live by myself now with my cat....fun huh? i get lonely and mostly lseepy my life away so why dont you come over and watch movies with me? map quest/tri-met my addy..just coem by i'll be home. i live in bliding G
6837 sw 26th ave portland or 97219
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| Life really sucks right now |
[12 Jul 2004|11:37am] |
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So it just hit me..im all alone my mom only cares about her dumb boyfriend and moving, Im just gonna forget I have a fucking brother.all they could talk about for weeks is moving or him getting here...oh no not about heather being alone cuz her aunt only calls when she wants something...being 18 really sucks D right now i wish they wouyld fucking leave now maybe i could stop crying..i also wish mom would make more of and effert to spend time with me before she leaves...but no she hasta hang out with her fucking boyfriend even though shes gonna see him EVERYDAY but is probably never gonna see me again I FUCKING LOVE IT..well im crying so hard i can barly see right now.. have a nice day
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| haha justin and i have the best convos... |
[28 Jun 2004|02:37pm] |
HeartxFeltxLies:RAWR im a dinosoar! XaboutfaceX: which kind this time? HeartxFeltxLies: t-rex!!! XaboutfaceX: haha you have stubby arms HeartxFeltxLies: but i have big teeth HeartxFeltxLies: and i will eat you up! XaboutfaceX: uh oh XaboutfaceX: i better watch out then HeartxFeltxLies: yep HeartxFeltxLies: im full right now though HeartxFeltxLies: i just ate up a smaller dinosoar XaboutfaceX: okay, i'm good for now HeartxFeltxLies: yep
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[21 Jun 2004|02:05pm] |
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i went to a party and got drunk ahah then morgan asks bee if she could draw here eye brows like lightening bee said no so i said yes then i run around going RAWR im a dinsoar!!! everyone was all wtf. i laughed then some time after getting pissed and washing it off i fell alseep
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