vainty

Mon, 23 May 2005 05:53:10 GMT

new LJ
worstdayever__
add it.

ps
guys are lame.

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 02:09:46 GMT

Im just gonna convince myself you have like 8 girls, So I don't get hurt in the long run.

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 17:03:27 GMT

Theres way to many fucking people on this planet, and they all piss me off....well maybe not all BUT MOST OF THEM. people say I have an anger problem, more like a people problem I cant stand most people.

I shouldnt let it get to me

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 11:13:27 GMT

But it kinda does, It does hurt when people you think are friends talk shit about you and "hate you". but I guess they werent friends to begin with, they all used me for something, weather it was a plce to sleep at night, a place to eat.. or for my money.
its hard to know whos my realy friends. sometimes i cry myself to sleep because i dont understand all of this. eh.. im over it, but for now im gonna hang out at hoem and at friends houses. and the shows.. It hasta be AMAZING if i go cause i dont want to see these people ever again.

Sun, 05 Dec 2004 04:19:13 GMT

eugene

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 07:08:18 GMT

I really want to vist you cool kids again.. but i dont think christie will let me crash at her pad again... so i need a place to crash.... Oh yeah i need to get ahold of christie, i owe her some $ and i have it so um yeah...

who wants to let me crash at there pad for like a week or something?

i dont bite

Fri, 12 Nov 2004 10:31:10 GMT

(02:20:11) xxgunsxglamourxx: nightnight keep your butthole tight
(02:20:19) xTHExFALLxCHILDx: haha
(02:20:28) xxgunsxglamourxx: hhahaha im the coolest kid in town... im on my own team
(02:20:34) xTHExFALLxCHILDx: lol
(02:20:44) xTHExFALLxCHILDx: well my team can beat up your team
(02:21:15) xxgunsxglamourxx: im sure mines full of wite treash rejects crack heads and a flock of weelchaired people
(02:21:24) xxgunsxglamourxx: with nerf bats
(02:21:40) xTHExFALLxCHILDx: the wheelchaired people can run people over
(02:22:06) xxgunsxglamourxx: your right
(02:22:13) xxgunsxglamourxx: but they can be pushed over
(02:22:22) xTHExFALLxCHILDx: good point
(02:22:25) xTHExFALLxCHILDx: and kicked in the face
(02:22:30) xTHExFALLxCHILDx: i want down syndrome
(02:22:36) xxgunsxglamourxx: but they wear helmets
(02:23:11) xTHExFALLxCHILDx: i want a helmet

brandon is a douche

Thu, 11 Nov 2004 11:49:06 GMT

a thousand tears once shed, wile lying here in this bed.

It started with a kiss and ended with a tear.

I should of looked closer into those pretty green eyes cause then I would have seen those heart felt lies.
Tear soaked dreams filled my head the night you died.

I shouldn't look back
I shouldn't cry.

You told me you cared and that you wouldnt hurt my heart.
Was that one of your lies?

I shouldn't let you get to me.
I am afraid to love again.

Yeah I wrote this... so comment, give me feedback

fuck fuck shit fuck

Tue, 19 Oct 2004 20:35:10 GMT

im moving to north portland soon
help me move?

Tue, 05 Oct 2004 06:43:54 GMT

well i get get to keep my apartment
but i need to pay my rent yeah im out of fuckign cash i cant pay my rent
people need to give me the money they owe me or i might hafta prostatute my self to get my rent money
the suck HUH?

or does anyone wanna lend me 55 dollars until people pay me back?

so fucking pissed

Wed, 29 Sep 2004 22:57:46 GMT

so i leave my apartment in the hands of my roomate... i tell him to have NO partys NO people over....inless i know them

i get a fuckign call this morning of my aunt freaking out cuz the cops brought my cat to her, and then she gets a call from the fuckign management of my apartment complex stating that i've been evected. now i have to leave my fuckign fun and games to go deal with shit i really dont want to. hopefully i get my apartment back otherwise im screwed.

thank you Christopher. thanks for fucking me over.

my new favorite song

Sun, 26 Sep 2004 22:35:38 GMT

You're The Only One -Maria Mena

Well I saw you with your hands above your head
Spinning around, trying not to look down
But you did, and you fell, hard on the ground
Then you stumbled around for a good ten minutes
And I said I'd never seen anyone look so dumb before
And you laughed and said I still know how to turn you on though

You're the only one who
Drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams
You're the only one who
Knows exactly what I mean

And I probably forgot to tell you this
Like that time I forgot to tell you about the scar
Remember how uncomfortable that made you feel?
See you're not what I expected
But you're the only one who knows how to handle me
And you're such a great kisser and I know that you agree

You're the only one who
Drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams
You're the only one who
Knows exactly what I mean

I hope you can forgive me for that time
When I put my hand between your legs
And said it was small
Cuz its really not at all
I guess there's just a part of me that likes to bring you down
Just to keep you around
Cuz the day you realize how amazing you are
You're gonna leave me

You're the only one who
Holds my hair back when I'm drunk and get sick
You're the only one who
Knows exactly what I mean

You're the only one who
Drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams
You're the only one who
Knows exactly what I mean

Exactly what I mean

Well I saw you with your hands above your head
Spinning around, trying not to look down
But you did, and you fell, hard on the ground

TRAAAAALUP

Sun, 26 Sep 2004 21:54:36 GMT

omg so i went to CLUBGROOVE last night and worked at the gate ( im cool and never pay for shit) anywho so theres soo many tralups there with they g-stings hanging out the top and vaginas hanign out the bottom HAHA they were funny.

so you had to gave a special pass to dance on stage...yeah i was up there with my newly found twin janelle, ariana, this funny ass mother fucker vince some chris guy HAHA shit vince and the half shirtless trying to dance with girls was hellla funny

so when i was on stage i thought it would be funny if i did my old dance rutine AND PEOPLE ACTUALLY thought it was cool wtf

prankcalls

Fri, 24 Sep 2004 07:36:34 GMT

people like to talk to computers..COMEDY!!

im so amused.

euegene has been pretty fun so far even though people say it sucks.

tacotime makes me happy.

uhhhh not much really happens

im a lameo

im a hopless romantic

Mon, 06 Sep 2004 15:34:17 GMT

i tend to like the boys who like me only for sex or to get back at peole they like cuz they are pissed. why cant i fucking find some one i like. im a nice cute irl wtf ...any eho im pretty drunk and im gonna pass out on the floor
and the next time you wanna stab some one in the fucking back think about it you might do some fucking damage......... and now im gonna leave you with one of my favorite qoutes

please stay away from me you've done far to much harm

shit damn

Fri, 03 Sep 2004 09:49:01 GMT

to many partys to little fucking time. oh shit yesterday morning i was laughing at carlin scratching his neck going " i smoke rock" then he calls mc donnalds and asks for a mc crack burger COMEDY

sometimes I get lonely

Wed, 21 Jul 2004 19:03:28 GMT

i live by myself now with my cat....fun huh? i get lonely and mostly lseepy my life away so why dont you come over and watch movies with me? map quest/tri-met my addy..just coem by i'll be home. i live in bliding G

6837 sw 26th ave
portland or 97219

Life really sucks right now

Mon, 12 Jul 2004 18:42:26 GMT

So it just hit me..im all alone my mom only cares about her dumb boyfriend and moving, Im just gonna forget I have a fucking brother.all they could talk about for weeks is moving or him getting here...oh no not about heather being alone cuz her aunt only calls when she wants something...being 18 really sucks D right now i wish they wouyld fucking leave now maybe i could stop crying..i also wish mom would make more of and effert to spend time with me before she leaves...but no she hasta hang out with her fucking boyfriend even though shes gonna see him EVERYDAY but is probably never gonna see me again I FUCKING LOVE IT..well im crying so hard i can barly see right now.. have a nice day

haha justin and i have the best convos...

Mon, 28 Jun 2004 21:40:48 GMT

HeartxFeltxLies:

RAWR

im a dinosoar!
XaboutfaceX: which kind this time?
HeartxFeltxLies: t-rex!!!
XaboutfaceX: haha you have stubby arms
HeartxFeltxLies: but i have big teeth
HeartxFeltxLies: and i will eat you up!
XaboutfaceX: uh oh
XaboutfaceX: i better watch out then
HeartxFeltxLies: yep
HeartxFeltxLies: im full right now though
HeartxFeltxLies: i just ate up a smaller dinosoar
XaboutfaceX: okay, i'm good for now
HeartxFeltxLies: yep

LAST NIGHT

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 21:08:02 GMT

i went to a party and got drunk ahah then morgan asks bee if she could draw here eye brows like lightening bee said no so i said yes then i run around going RAWR im a dinsoar!!! everyone was all wtf. i laughed then some time after getting pissed and washing it off i fell alseep

Me being emo

Tue, 15 Jun 2004 19:14:29 GMT

I want to love you so bad.
I want to fall alseep in your arms under a blanket of stars.
Listening to you're heart beat.
Last night Was the best night I ever had.

look what i wrote, maybe i'll make it into a song..... i gotta ADD MORE.

im sick

Sat, 05 Jun 2004 04:42:21 GMT

my tonsils are the size of those huge marbles, im sweating, i have a temp of 100.6, every time i get up i get dizzy...i want to feel better sence this is my second time in 3 weeks haven strep throat

mmmmmmmmmmeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeooooooooooooooowwwwwwwwww

Mon, 31 May 2004 23:27:24 GMT

my pet cat kitty shes PINk!

shiiiit

Sun, 30 May 2004 23:30:09 GMT

Im so tired. I should stop taking sleeping pills.I feel soooo dead...and i got a fifth to finish tonight MOTHER FUCKERS!haha

Sun, 30 May 2004 01:30:37 GMT

Your Suicide.. by Konstantine
Your Name/Username
Favorite Number?
Favorite Color?
Gender?
How will you commit suicide?	You will stab a knife through your heart
How many tries will it take?	61
When will you commit suicide?	December 14, 2040
What will your suicide note say?	This broken heart will never mend, so never shall I breathe again

Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

my death will be so emo.

One of Those Quizzes That Picks Your Emo Boyfriend.
LJ Username
Ever had a song written about you?
Do you like poetic, artsy boys?
Your emo boyfriend's name is:	Brandon
He likes to call you:	Sweetie.
He's in an emo band called:	Falling Candles

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